Tuesday, February 06, 2007;
ITS A WHOLE NEW CHAPTER.
a whole new dimension
a whole new discovery
a whole new feeling
THAT I DONT HAPPEN TO FANCY.
and then again, i dont ever understand how these peoples' brains FUNCTION, how their actions can contradicte their feelings.issnt there betraying their own emotions, ur concience. how do these people pull through the day with so much hate within, so much pretense to put on.how do these people breathe with such thick a faccade to put on. how do these people sleep knowing how deep the hurt she/he is inflicting. THESE MAKES THEM CREATURES, NOT HUMANS DOESNT IT.
ITS SIMPLE LOGIC.its like the fundamentals of a human being. ITS LIKE CLAPPING UR HANDS. SAYING ABC.its LOGIC. when u dislike a person for a particluar reason whether cos her face makes ur hair stand or beacuse you guys just can CLICK; you stay away from that person. thats the basic RESPECT two people sharing MUTUAL DISLIKE SHOULD BE GIVEN. but if some crazedass person who doesnt like you comes up to you with a sacharinely sweet smile and acts all amiably, doesnt that make that person SICK!?its like defying the law of human nature. HOW CAN A PERSON PRETEND TO LIKE ANOTHER PERSON THAT HE/SHE DOES NOT LIKEand! ITS THE WORST when after all that fuss over friendship, this CRAZYPERSON turns around and goes whisper into another person's ear" THAT GIRL IS A BIOTCH.I HATE HER."logic? and we happen to be the top0.01% os singaporeWHATS GOOD OF BRAINS WITHOUT the heart. whats good of a smile that carries hatred?and then i come to thinkNO. EVEN WE, SUPPOSEDLY " bimbos" a scgs are not capable of doing such thingsMAYBE ITS THEIR IQ.its so high that it can manipulate their REAL FEELINGS and tell them its okay to hurt?and the most puzzling is. AT THE END OF THE DAY. WHO DO I TURN TO FOR TRUST. for confidement. for reassurance.THE PLACE IS LOOSING ME-.IN THE FIRST PLACE HOW CAN ANYBODY HAVE THE ABILITY TO HURT ANOTHER PERSON.its not fair.RIGHT FROM THE START; nobody should be given the right toSINCE NOBODY WANTS TO BE HURTbut somehow.life seems to take a different path.IS THIS HOW WE GROW? the painful way?
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
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